Aaaagh!

With my whole heart, every fiber of my being, I detest studying for the LSAT...which is probably why I really haven't. When you've already taken an excrutiating test and done not so well there's little to motivate you to really study for it again. Another 4.5 hours of torture...yippee!!

My dad keeps asking me why, if I'm so good at arguing, I can't convince myself to study...why I can't win that argument. I told him I have won an argument. I've convinced myself NOT to study :) And it's true...I wish I weren't so good at talking myself out of really important things. Next year's New Year's resolution I guess.

If you could even remember to utter a simple sentence of prayer for the Lord to give me a swift kick in the pants, it would be much appreciated. I really hate this stuff. I'll be relieved when it's over and upset at my next test score, to be sure. And the cycle continues. What's a girl to do? :)

Until then.
Still Me

Oh!! Two more things. I'm not sure if it's stress or what, but I was up so late last night with arrhythmic heart beats...really scary. My heart wouldn't settle down. It took about 30 minutes before it did. That has never happened to me before. I had a murmur when I was little, but I've never really had problems since. My doctors always told me I had a horse's heart...one of a strong athlete...so this scares me. I'm sure it's nothing, but I'm going to get it checked out next week.

Lastly, I'm SO EXCITED ABOUT BEACON!!! I cannot wait! It's going to be great. I love playing with awesome musicians and our guys are awesome. Hope to see everyone there!